Take is away thursday...

okays. reason for my title,: i feel as though today, everything was taken away from me. Not everything everything, but some things. Again had to go to this extremely big looking place where the rooms inside are filled with laughter and nags. Ur second home or idk whateva. Had m.i. then went to ChApEl. Fell asleep more than 4 times. So my head was like, forwardbackwardforwardbackwardforwardbackwardforwardbackword. and finally, chapel was over. After chapel went back to class and slept for 10 mins then teacher still havent come. Then suddenly she came.:/ okay had geog then bla.bla.bla then recess. when i went to the hall, it was empty then i saw Brendon balancing the shuttlecock. Lols, weird. Then played with him.(FINALLY) yea. But then got p.e. class so we went to the back of the hall. Then mr.rumi came then ask us to stop playing. Then we rest 5 mins then heck care and continue. Then got alot ppl come disturb say wan play. diaoz. get a life, bring ur own racket.Retards.
Then had el then maths. Okay maths. Maths common test i 'thought' i could get 30/40 or more which is A1 but...epicshitsuckmuckbucklucktuckpuckruckwuckduckfuckguckhuckjuckzuckxuckcuckvuck fail. To me i practically failed even though yea, technically 21/40 isn't fail. But to me i failed. Okay extremly sad but Pa-ul got 20 so im laughing on the inside. But i really feel sad for him as he is just as pitiful as me. THose who see that i got 21 u better not comment and say u got higher or whateva shit if not i kill eu. okay banging my head on the table now. Even though my parents never scold me i feel extremly bad. I would rather they scolded me...Science was okay but had a class test that i would most probably fail as i didn't know there was a class test today so yea. Im an epic failure. Anyone who wants to slap me i don't mind. I need a little physical pain to ease the internal pain. Bleahszxzxczcz. Today after school just went to a happy place called cheers. But it didnt really make me feel happy.So to hell with cheers. I really need something or a special someone to entertain me now. And yea by someone i mean: Must be funnie, Preferably a girl, someone now lame and mayb in the same f**king situation as me now. Screwed up and getting kicked and stamped on by everyone walking pass. Everyday is really getting tougher and touhger.